The story of an autistic woman

Mrs Brown, my primary one teacher, told my mum I would be a writer when I grew up, which is weird as I struggled to learn to read and write.

She clearly knew what she was talking about, though. Once I got to grips with the difference between ‘b’ and ‘d’ and all the other baffling stuff, I went on to spend four decades as a journalist, writing and editing for national broadsheets, tabloids and magazines.

My first novel, Tandem, about love, loss, a celebrity penguin and riding a bike built for two, won the 2013 Hookline Novel Competition, judged by book groups from around the UK.

My second book, A Practical Guide to Camping, written with Suzanne Elsworth and Trevor Morgan, was published in 2022, and I’m working on a second novel and a memoir about women and autism.

A Scot living in voluntary exile in the English Lake District, when not writing, or raging about the misuse of apostrophes and other such crimes, I spend as much time as possible outdoors, walking, wild camping, rowing and kayaking, with my husband.

I’m a rowing coach and, as members of the international Border Rowers group, we helped set – and still hold – two indoor rowing endurance world records. Oh, and I’m also autistic.

Grainy black and white picture shows Alex Morgan aged 20. She’s sitting at a typewriter in a messy office, looking straight at the camera. In the background, a young man seated at the same large table has his head down, typing.

How I discovered I’m autistic

In July 2022, in bed with Covid and bored, I took an online test for ADHD (attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder). Two friends had been diagnosed with this form of neurodivergence, characterised, among other things, by difficulties with concentration, impulsiveness and organisation.

It was no surprise to find I didn’t have it – I’m not the restless type and have no issues with focus or organisation – but the accompanying text explained that people with one type of neurodivergence often have others too. A few years ago, I realised I have the co-ordination disorder dyspraxia, and that got me wondering.

So I clicked the AQ50 standard initial diagnostic test for autism. Ten minutes later, I had my score and understood why I’d spent my entire life thinking I must be an alien. Suddenly, everything made sense.

Main picture: Jess Bailey. Picture of Alex Morgan: Alex Morgan.